Fifty-six Lollipops As The Banana, I Can’t Go Without Raisins

I think lately, everytime I hang out with Lizard, Colin, Pecky and etc, something irritating/weird happens.

Let’s see, ever since I’ve hung out with them, I’ve lost my wallet, lost my shou ce, lost my calculator, tore the skin on my feet, and now, a wonky dream.

I dreamt that I was walking along Katong road.
A yellow can on the floor caught my eye, exactly the one on Sunday where all the people from Pecky’s school were asking people to donate.

“Julia! Get the can! Get the can!” I suddenly heard Lizard and Eunice screaming, it turns out that they were in a building opposite the road.

I picked it up, and 2 girls in front of me [I think one of them was Vimal] turned around and started chasing me. They wanted the can. I didn’t want to give it to them.

Then Vimal caught up with me, and for some reason, we didn’t stop running.
We just continued running like hell, but Vimal kept holding my shoulder back to prevent me from running too fast.

I got annoyed and whacked her. [Haha!] I ran off, Lizard and Eunice could still be heard.

Here’s the part where it blanks out a bit, can’t remember.

Then I was in Watsons. But this particular Watsons was an arcade as well as a pharmacy.
I entered by the back door, but suddenly felt like leaving, and passed by 2 dudes who were stacking bottles of wine while doing so.

One of them said, “Hey, don’t lean too much, the weight would be on you.”

I left the store, and suddenly turned back to go back in. On the way back in, I passed by Denise, she said something to me, but I didn’t understand what she said. She ran away before I could ask.

I think the stupid conversation with Pecky about how retarded people look with their pants/skirts worn up beyond their waists got to me.

Because when I entered Watsons again, I saw Pecky wearing spectacles and wearing super dorky black shorts worn up to his waist. Yep, now I know how Pecky looks like when he’s not cool.

Even in my dream, I was going, “Oh my barnacles.”
Anyway, Colin, Lizard and Eunice were there as well.
Lizard started quarelling with her father at the steps.

Somehow, I knew she wanted to spend her fifth death anniversary [Sorry! Sounds really mean and jinx-y, but it's just a dream] with Colin. I didn’t mean she was dead, the word ‘death’ just suddenly popped into my mind.

But in order to spend it with Colin, she had to run away for a few days. So she started arguing with her father, why couldn’t she leave the house, she just needed to stay away for a few days, etc.

Then, her father left. Lizard, Eunice and I walked over to a game machine, similar to a really old Flintstones game I used to play. We started pressing the buttons and screamed with laughter.

Colin then said the most random thing, “Fifty-six lollipops as the banana, I can’t go without raisins,” and shrugged off. Haha!

Wakey wakey.

Well, one good thing out of this – Keeps my imagination alive.

Anyway, it rained like hell today. I got on the bus, and surprise surprise, Wei Rong takes the same buses as I do. Gasp!

What was more shocking was that he lives at Pasir Panjang too, and takes bus 30/10 every morning. I take bus 10, which goes right behind 30. Isn’t taking bus 10 easier though?

Wow! This is so weird, after being a student for 2 years in TK, I have never once seen Wei Rong take the same bus as me, be it going home or going to school. Must be one damn big coincidence and miss.

Plus, one of my friends isn’t talking to me much. I don’t know why, as far as I know, I haven’t done anything to wrong him.

I get irritated when I don’t know the cause of this sort of shit, I hate it when I don’t know what I’ve done wrong. I wish he’d just bloody tell me so I can apologise or argue and get over with it.

I don’t see what’s so hard about telling someone that you’re pissed at them. I’d gladly tell them any day, whether I actually do it or not will show how much I care about them or hate them.

Just do it! Why hide your feelings? It will only infuriate your anger because you’d be angry at how the person you hate isn’t aware of your loathe, that’s illogical. Illogic will only serve to irritate you more if you’re aware of it, and you are.

Or maybe that’s just contextual.

I’ve asked why, but he shrugged it off. I’m making an effort but he doesn’t recognise it.
Damn do I have the right to be pissed.


March 30, 2006, 12:54 pm | No Comments

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