Frustrated
Hyuk. Chinese paper 2 was a major bobo. I felt like puking, so the Chinese characters became blurred and I can hardly remember what I’ve written now. All I remember is reading some story about a cactus which made the writer cry. Another wimpy writer, they’re always wimpy. Where the hell do they find these passages..
For some reason, I don’t feel motivated to study for this mid-year exams. The papers have been quite do-able so far, but the dreaded geography elect looms! I don’t know why I bother memorising that bitch’s notes, or bother taking her exam, she’s just going to fail me anyway, as always. 9/25, 8/25, 13/25, same old same old. Maybe I should try a different tactic – write something bad about China. Praise Singapore more, yes.
My chemistry tuition teacher said, “You will definitely not do well for your mid-year exams. It’s every school’s POLICY to destroy you during mid-years, so you’ll be encouraged to study harder later.” Then WHY am I taking the exams when all the teachers have already established the fact that we’re going to fail, why why why. I understand if the papers are made to be more challenging, but to guarantee fails? Fuck man.
Yeah well, the more you fail me in Physics, the more I feel like pooping in my pants whenever I see a Physics textbook. I became angry at it a long time ago, and have tried to work harder at it a long time ago too, but for some inexplicable reason the phrase, “If you study harder, you will get better grades” isn’t working. Argh I hate Physics I hate Physics I hate Physics, I just really don’t care why the pendulum swings back or why narrowing a the bore of the thermometer increases its sensitivity. I just really. don’t. care. I really feel like killing someone right now.
Anyway, sorry to those who were disgusted by my mucus-filled snorts throughout the exams, can’t help it if my body needs to expel body fluids.
2 Responses to “Frustrated”
Hey Eddie, long time no talk. Man, Os suck! But thanks anyways. Expel bodily fluids over the phone? Lol.
Hey, it’s been some time since i wrote something here.
I won’t tell you anything you already know, lest you appear on the giving end of a homicide.
I ain’t gonna say that your O Levels will be easy, cuz i sure as hell was as messed up as you are now, when i was preparing for my O’s last year.
But keep your teeth to the grindstone and keep at it. Give a buzz if you need someone to holler at, either to let off some steam or to expel bodily fluids.