Swine Flu
Sleepy Joyin: I think there’s something wrong with me. *flops back to sleep*
Amanda: I think you kena swine flu.
Me: ?? What does sleeping have to do with swine flu?
Amanda: Swine – pigs wad. Pigs sleep a lot wad.
Quotable Quotes of the Day
While studying with Amanda, Sam and Julien at Starbucks today…
*Woman ordered a drink*
Starbucks Server: Tall?
Woman: Uh. No, short. (She was serious)
Me: ??? *looking around to see if anyone caught that. No one seemed to have*
Epic moment but Amanda, Sam & Julien were listening to music and no one else in Starbucks seemed to react! Damn!
I was thinking that maybe I misheard, maybe she said, “Shot”, but that wouldn’t really make sense either.
Julien said that maybe she said, “Sure!” But no way! Definitely heard a ‘t’ at the back of the word.
Another quotable quote, according to Amanda (can’t recall the exact words but basically it’s like this):
“Eh I think she can join leh (The S Factor). I saw the commercial once, they had like some debate thing. The question was “What’s beauty?” One of the girls answered, “Beauty is what makes one beautiful.” “
Heh.
Bimbo Moment LX
*In school, looking at a packet of chips which aren’t made out of potatoes but of some vegetable*
Me: Eh, it’s some vegetable, I just can’t remember the name of it… It starts with ‘A’.
Joyin: Vegetable?
Me: Yeah, for some reason I keep thinking it’s “apricot” or “avocado” but it’s not.. Starts with ‘A’.
Joyin: Asparagus?
Me: No, it’s something like sweet potato?
Joyin: Eh… Can’t think of anything!
Me: It’s like a potato sort of thing… Damn it why can’t I remember.
Joyin: Hmm the only thing I can think of is tapioca but –
Me: THAT’S IT! TAPIOCA!
Joyin: THAT DOESN’T START WITH ‘A’! What’s wrong with you?!
I guess I overreacted last night, but all I could think about was that I just really, really didn’t want to be alone with my own thoughts. I hate feeling this lonely. Whenever I feel this way I’d keep thinking about that bus ride through those big, tall sky-scrapers and the people slowly filtering out for lunch time. That was the loneliest I’d ever felt, to be among so many people. It reminds me of how little I know, and how small my soul is in the universe. It reminds me that I’m not invincible. Today, rushed everywhere with no destination in mind, maybe the craziness would help me forget, but at the end, I still end up sitting on my bed – thinking those exact same thoughts and feeling the exact same way. I can’t run away from it. Even if I try, you always seem to appear. I really need a fucking pill that can help me forget, so it can stop tugging on the strings of my heart, but I know it’s already engraved in the back of my head.
PW
A for Project Work!
20+% of the cohort got an A, I guess SA’s shitty reputation of only having a handful of As is slowly shedding but it’s still rather shitty in comparison to other schools, haha. Yuck, finally some closure on PW, it’s now out of our lives!
MSN Funnies
I wasn’t reading the entire conversation so I wasn’t aware of Julien’s typo (”cool” -> “cook”), and I’m guessing Amanda wasn’t aware either, haha. Hence the following conversation occured… (changed the msn nicks to shorter ones for easier reading)
julien; kill you politely says:
has a freaking act cook piercing
julien; kill you politely says:
walks like a beng
looks like shit
Zhiwei says:
freaking COCK PIERCING?
julien; kill you politely says:
mouth
Zhiwei says:
WHATTHEHOLYMOTHEROFCRHSIT
Julia says:
gorilla is the belly one
sammi says:
hahahahhaha
Zhiwei:
oh whew
sammi says:
WTF
Amanda says:
O.O
waadd
Zhiwei says:
oh right
the fat belly
Amanda says:
im lost
Zhiwei says:
oh wow
Amanda says:
who’s cock kena pierced?
sammi says:
…
Zhiwei says:
mr wee
Julia says:
wait wait
Zhiwei says:
tts why he’s like that
Amanda says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
serious?
sammi says:
screw u
lol
Amanda says:
SOOO FFUUNN
we should try banging his cock then
maybe it’ll hurt
Julia says:
?!!!!?!?!!?
julien; kill you politely says:
WHAT?
Julia says:
WAIT
Amanda says:
we dun actually come into contact
just throw something
Zhiwei says:
OK STOP THERE
Julia says:
gorilla pierced his cock?
julien; kill you politely says:
NO
Zhiwei says:
I DONT WANT TO KNOW ABT WEE’S COCK
Amanda says:
LOLS
julien; kill you politely says:
manda stop talking noncsense
Amanda says:
i absolutely not following wad you people are talking about
who’s cock kena pierced??
O.O
Zhiwei says:
oh ok i get it
Julia says:
mr wee pierced his cock?
julien; kill you politely says:
NOBODY
Zhiwei says:
nobody cock got pierced
sammi says:
omg
Zhiwei says:
but he has some lip piercing?
ooohhh
Julia says:
who the heck mentioned cock piercing??
julien; kill you politely says:
yes
Zhiwei says:
oh
julien; kill you politely says:
typo
Zhiwei says:
EEEW
Amanda says:
i dunno
read up
HAHAHAHAHA
sammi says:
._.
Julia says:
omg lol
That diary entry was meant to simply be an outburst, it was just a quick and easy medium to vent those supposed temporary feelings. Maybe if I left it alone long enough, time would erode its meaning, I thought. Maybe time will solve all my problems for me, maybe I can run away through time. But now I read it again, with just as much conviction and confusion as before. I’ve been waiting for so long for time to help me escape. The wrong reasons? The right ones? I can’t make up my mind – time hasn’t solved that problem for me, yet I am certain of the entirety of it. There’s an element of fate in this. It gives me joy and ironically a sinking, hollow feeling in my heart too, but I have to learn to accept it. Things would be so much easier if you could just… see.
A lot has changed. I have.
I wish you didn’t.