Bleh
Tubby died a couple of days ago 
After a grand total of 5 days under my care, which made me feel even worse when I found out that some goldfish can live up to 30 years if cared for properly. And it was an ironic moment as well for I had declared to my sister the day before, “Happy New Year! May Tubby prosper!” It was definitely the water change, it died a day after it, so I guess I either added too much or too little solution (refer to two posts ago) to the new water. Cried for a bit, felt like a pet-killer.
Sigh, starting to feel rather listless from the usual routine of going out then coming home then go to sleep, then wake up, go out, come home, use computer, sleep etc. Sometimes I do think “Whoa this is the life!” but then it’s getting pretty unproductive and it’s about time I realize that going out is only a temporal escape from the shit feelings that swell up when I’m not distracted. But then again anything else I do is probably also just a temporal escape. Oh well, hopefully the job search tomorrow with Sam will pay off.
3 Responses to “Bleh”
Ahh! That sucks. Goldfish seem high maintenance :/ Gotta get low maintenance fish next time, heh.
Get those longkang (drain) fishes if you want some fishes that don’t die so easily. But they’re ugly and basically rubbish fishes.
My goldfishes never lasted too! once I bought 3 and they all died the next day, couldn’t get use to the water.